Tell Me

Tell me WHY i didn't go to bed until 'bout 4:30 this morning? Tell me why I didn't get in the tub until 3 o'clock this morning? Tell me how I have energy, while running on less than 4 1/2 hours of sleep? Tell me why my mom called me at 8 this morning saying that I had to go pick up a pie from my aunt's house (all the way off page) and bring it home? Tell me why, when I made it to the crib, I was told i wouldn't be able to pay for the Eclipse? Explain to me how you mistake a car note amount from $300/mo to almost $600/mo. I was like, "W H A T!???" Damn, what a let-down. Explain to me why my parents are talking about BUYING the eclipse and having me pay for the Nissan?!?!!? At first i was SO mad.... However, I had to look at my situation: One, School has to be the #1 priority to worry about. Two, i don't work full-time. Three, the jobs I DO have wont fulfill the financial requirement to pay for a car note, gas, a phone bill, as well as a few others to go along with that. I just can't afford it. Four, to make it worse, I wouldn't be able to pay five months worth of car notes, due to the fact I'm going out of the country next semester. Things just aren't workin' like I want them to. Soo... looks like I'll be getting a '97 or '98 Nissan Altima sooner or l8er. Hmmm.... The ONLY thing that I'm REALLY not feeling is the color. It's like a greyish greenish brown.... I don't know wtf is goin on there. I guess I'll just get it painted and put tint in the windows. Beside, somethin' is better than nothin. And lookin at how im a struggling college student, I just need somethin' decent that to get me from point A to point B. I think i just overreacted when I got the news. It's all good now. Well,moving on... i finally did my laundry last night at home, and picked my dad up from work. We sat and talked for a while, then i finally decided it was getting pretty late and that i should probably get on the road. Me and whit talked for a good 3 hours online, watchin Uncut videos and actin' stupid. WE talked about going to our highschool for a football game tonite after she gets off work. Hopefully we wont see TOO many drove people ther. Good stuff, good stuff. A-ha! That answers the question why it took me so damn long to get in the TUB this mornin'. Damn, had the answers the whole time.