SHANKED

Man, these cramps are killin me like a motha f*cka! I mean, like a mug! I feel like i just got SHANKED (it means stabbed. ever watch the Chappelle Show?) or some shyt. I swear to god. It's JUST like that. I guess it's been a long time since i've been "seeing red" (be mature people, please). I haven't experienced pain like this in quite some time. What makes it so bad is that the pain is acute, and u dont really have time to take anything when it initially hits u. It started last night, and reminded me just why i hate being a women. Moving on. Okay.... Things are in a whirlwind right now. Men asking to be my sugar daddy, me getting ready to sell my car....(I STILL can't believe i'm sellin' my BABY!!!!!??) My 97' Chevrolet Cavalier. Yes, my red, sexy beast. I'm actually selling it. I cannot get over that fact. I will no longer be putting rubber bands on the steering wheel to hold my lights on. (yea, it's a little ghetto, so what?!?) But hey, it's runs good. The engine roars when u push on the gas. I'm not gonna hear that anymore in my car :-(. OH THE HORROR !! THE HORROR!! Ok, i'm exaggerating a little bit, but u get the point. Dang, im not gonna have a CD player that only works when it wants to. I wont see the crack in my windshield anymore. All the imperfections that I hated, i also loved. 'Cause it was MY car, u feel me? That's REal Talk. But...i guess it's almost time to say our goodbyes.... Ah well. I'm buying a '03 Mitsubishi Eclipse BIOTCH!!! Now what?!?!? YEah, it's an arm and a leg, but it's gonna be MINE. Well, now that I got that out of my system..... Kensuke came over last night. I have not seen HIM in hellas. He's one of the tightest japanese exchange students that i befriended last year. I LOVE THAT GUY! I swear, I'm gonna make him teach me all japanese slang, and in the meantime, help me with all my japanese hw. (hehehehehe) Well, as far as my workstudy job is concerned, the guy STILL hasn't emailed me back as to whether or not it would be okay for me to start working next week. Hmmm. i guess i'll try to email him again or somethin'. SHYT. i need another job,u know? I quit one of them last week. (that's sad that i have to say "one of them") Anyway, this weekend is Gateway Classic Weekend (for those who r not from st. louis, i'll explain that to u l8er), so I hope that i have a nice weekend. I really want to have fun, chill, relax, you know, all that good stuff. We shall see. Well, i gotta meet Dee in the quad for his audio production class, so i guess i'll hit ya'll up l8er.