CoRrEcTiOn

Well, now... Things are a little interesting. I just finished reading Dub's blog. DaMN. I was a little surprised and taken aback. I must say, there were some critical errors in that mug. She said that she only Didnt like me for a little while in highschool. Correction. We didn't talk to each other (for real, for real) until about junior year. That's more than a little while. She said that I didn't go through what she went through. That i didnt go through half of what she went through? How would she know? How would she know if WE weren't even getting along. Hmm. Maybe she DID know. Everyone seemed to be in my business in highschool, and the majority was of people i didn't know. I guess she never knew that the same people that didn't like her didn't like me when i started going to highschool at Clayton. I guess she didn't know that the same rumors that were probably spread about her were spread about me. I guess she didn't realize that I DID go through a lot of the same things, as well as many different things.She said I had no place to tell her to chilll out at the football game on friday. But, I guess i was wrong in thinking i did. In my mind, me having several of those similar experiences in highschool, i thought i did the right thing. CORRECTION! WrrroooOOnnnGGG again.... Man, now i'm in a rut. Things aren't going well in any aspect of my life. They arent smooth as expected. But that's my fault, too, i im sure. We were supposed to go to the Orchestra yesterday, but didn't. I called her around 5:45 yesterday after i got off work. I asked her what she was doing and she said she was at the nail place.I'm thinkin'"....aw SHIT. I KNOW we aint goin... at least not on time". Unfortunately, my intuition was right. Well, I said "how long are u goin' to be there?" "Aw, not that long", she said. I was a little relieved. I said, "okay, well call me when u are done." Side note: The orchestra was to start at 7:00 pm. It was scheduled to last, at the most, an hour and a half. Welp, i layed down and started watching TV. Whit calls. It's 7:37. "Hey, I just got home", she said. I was like, "forget it, dude". We cant just SHOW up at a Orchestra (or anything like that, for that matter), over an hour late. And considering that it's only an hr and a half long? Yeah, no point at all. It sux, man. I needed to do that for a class. It was a listening assignment that's due by the end of this month. And, well, the month is close to halfway over with, as we speak. I could've just left by myself, but i that sure as hell would NOT have been right... to just Leave and go by myself. That's close to sayin' "f u". But then again.... i gave advanced warning. Whatever. I gotta clear my head b4 i give MYSELF a headache. Man, things are so f*cked up. 'Member the last entry i had? Alone, i stand, i said. That feeling is now confirmed. Correction, that feeling still stands...