Interesting

I find it interesting that someone that I hardly know will cook for me everyday if I asked them to. I think it interesting that they will not only cook, but wash my dishes and put them in the dish washer for me after I place them in the sink. I find it interesting that I never see this person, yet we live in the same surroundings. I love the fact that when i hear this person laugh everyday, it brighten ups MY day somehow.( yet I don't know why) I love the fact that I have a best friend that I can talk to. No, i take that back. I am lucky to have a best friend to talk to about anything, and to share the hard times, the good times, and the bad times alike. I find it interesting that we can be mad at each other for a minute, and trash that shyt the next. I think it's interesting that I just came from a job interview and i'm supposed to start on Tuesday. What the hell!?!?! It's c-Razy! When I think about it, all of this is crazy. And the fact that my horoscope today is right on target for what i'm going through right now, is even crazier. "You enjoy your freedom, PEACH. You are a very independent person and you hate it when anything gets in your way. That's all right, but you may want to take a look at your financial situation even if that's not really your 'thing'. You tend to resent having to deal with these lowly material questions, but if you don't you could severely restrict your freedom to live life to its fullest. Be reasonable about things." Damn. very independent, huh? Very interesting, i must say. For the last month or so, I had been trying to break down my independent nature a little bit. But I see that it's a part of me that wont die down, no matter what i try to do. So... i'm gonna continue to concentrate on what's most important: my grades, gettin this money together, workin', tryin' my hardest in my current relationship and being as straight-forward as well. Besides, I come first. I have to put myself and my well-being first. I want what i want, and i cant change that,u know? Yes, i may be fickle, however, right now i have the right to be. Cast monotony to the wind...... now isn't that interesting?