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"This is not the day to do in-depth research of any kind, PEACH, whether it's an intellectual subject or how to put together a new computer system. Your mind is not as focused as it usually is, and it might temporarily be difficult for you to grasp new concepts that you've never encountered before. This is no reflection on your intelligence - just one of those vague days we all have. By tomorrow, all should be normal again" uh, Yeah.... Right again. Damn, these horoscopes are GOOD!! Man, I was spacin' out more than normal. I couldn't concentrate on anything. To make matters worse, i ended up somewhat getting into it with Bobby. We talked about everything.... I mean EVERYTHING. "I AM your man, right?" Without a second thought, i said yes. This man that is mine... He's mine. However, I don't have him the way I used to. I mean, things are just different now. I have come to accept that. But at the same time, i dont' want them to be like this. I'm tryin' to work through this, but it's becoming increasingly difficult, like climbing over a enormous mountain top all by my lonesome. I'm starting to feel depressed about the issue, when I should feel happy! Happy that i have someone who cares so much about me. But..... all i end up wanting at the end of a given conversation is space. Time away. Time to think. Time to concentrate.... by myself. I'm letting myself down, i think. Anyway, on the job circuit, things aren't going to well, either. I'm pretty sure Whit forgot to ask if her job was hiring. But at this point, i'm pretty sure i couldn't work there anyway. From talking to her yesterday, I discovered that the place closes at six. I am in classes until at least 3pm on MOn, WEd, and Fri. Wow....that would be 3 whole hours of work. On tuesdays i have class til 11:30. Well, that would work. Yeah, WOOOOW. It would be the only day of the week i could work, considering i have a f*ckin' night class on thursdays. Jesus Christ. School is really gettin' in the way of me makin' some serious cheese like i used to. Hmmm. Maybe this is telling me that I should concentrate on other things, rather than relationships, money, school, and money. I've decided i'm going back to what used to keep me focused and motivated. WORKING OUT. That's ALL I ever used to do. For hours at a time. I would run, do crunches, do sit-ups, do push-ups, weight train. Man, i can't even remember how long ago i stopped doing those things. I'm not even HAPPY with my BODY anymore. (then again, i've never been fully satisfied) Me coming to this conclusion, i believe, is good 4 me. Im gonna ease my mind. I'm gonna do it!!! F*ck the bull....
PEACE
P.S. if u dont have a decent comment for this one, then i'd rather have NO COMMENT at all.