Shut Down

Man, I just took the most Fire ass bath. I feel so good right now. It made me forget about my cramps for a good hour or so. Oh man. I've been cookin' up a storm, too. That's okay though. I'm sure i'll get burnt up, too. Two days ago, i cooked some fried cod with some velveeta macaroni and cheese. AW MAN!! I didn't eat the fish until today, but it was pretty good. It's still not as good as mom's. Then again, nothing i make is as good as hers. Hmmm. One more day before i wont have a Chevy anymore! Bah! Well, just off the phone w/ my friend Deandre and he's talkin to someone who might buy it for $1500! The price i was selling it for for the guy at work was $750... i'm gonna feel hella bad if he doesnt get it, but damn. what would u do? I need to get that money, u know wat im sayin'? Hmmmm.... im not gonna count my chickens, otherwise i know im gonna get shut down. As long as i get some money to pay for my car notes, u know??"Frustrated energy resulting from inability to put your plans into action could have your nerves on edge today, PEACH, and you might be tempted to get into petty quarrels with those around you. Try to find alternative outlets for your energy so as to avoid this trap. There is also the danger that you might take impulsive actions without giving it any thought. Remember to stop and think before you act. Otherwise your efforts might be wasted." This couldn't be more true, mane. Today, I was talking to my parents and they dont want me to go to Thailand, due to the political unrest. Thing about it is.... this has been going on for quite a few years. But... since i'm going, they're a little more worried. Secondly, my Fly Free Award letter came today. (I turned in an application to get a free round-trip ticket to and from Thailand) Basically, this will be no good if i end up having to go somewhere like London. Responsibly, ive been doin everything i need to do. However, people have to have civil wars and shyt goin on to mess up my plan. Ain't that 'bout a b*tch?! Anyway, after i got out of my night class. My friend Bryan (who is buyin' the car tomorrow) called to see if he could possibly get it tonite (or last night, rather). After first, we were all set to do business, then my dad called. He said it's not gonna work because he has to "take the car off the insurance first". I'm like, damn. Everything was ready to go. I was ready to go. HE was ready to go. Then BAM!! Shut down again! Ive just been gettin' shut down left and right all damn day. And to think... i have to work this friday night at the Chase...again. And, well, last week, tips were not that great. Let me see... i took home, oh, maybe 15 bucks cash. i know i made a lot more than that on credit cards, but its like i didnt get to take diddly squat home. I swear, if it happens again tonite, i really dont know wat im gonna do. i need some money!!!! GOOOOODDDDDD!!! Well, hopefully i can work all this anger off after work. Hmmm... maybe get buck, kick somebody ass or somethin', idk..... Well, it's like 2:26 am so it' probably time for me to go to sleep. Holla!