Make It Happen

""Money matters might require your attention today, PEACH. Unusual expenses may have depleted your reserves, and so you might have to cut a few corners. Your income, however, is probably the same if not slightly higher. This is, therefore, only a temporary situation, and your accounts should be back to normal in time - though some caution with regard to spending may need to be observed for a while. Work creatively on your budget and try to relax."" Damn, i hate when my horoscope is right when there is negativity involving it. i'm beginning to struggle again. I'm not sure If i should quit Hi-Tech and work at the Chase on a regular basis again... or.... find out for sure what's goin on w/ Whit's job and see if i could get one there... or.... just work a lot more at imo's during the week so that i'm not juggling this many jobs at one time. What shall i do? Hmm. Don't know. N E way, yesterday was a busy day. First I went to my 10-11:20 class. After that, i went to my hair appointment at 12. Once I got back from the hair appointment, I went to my Study Abroad interview at 2:20, which I was surprisingly on time for.(you know how it is in the hair shop) side note: i think the interview went pretty well. I got out of the interview around 3. So.... I walked bak to my apartment and made some waffle fries. They were HELLA good. by the time i was finished eating them and ready to lay down, it was close to 4:30 or so. My night class starts at 5:30 so i knew i needed to buckle down and take a nap. It felt as though i had been running around all day, and was already beginning to wind down. Welp, went to my night class (which can be a bore that late at night) but hung in there. I didnt doze off or anything. This is partly because my teacher is not only my advisor, but she's this tiny little Argentinian lady who has more energy than anyone i have ever seen before. I mean, seriously, the woman cannot be still. The whole three hours, she is constantly moving all over the room. MAN, is it funny. After that, I made my way out to bobby's. We hung out for a little while. i think the thing i like the most about being with him is just being held. It feels so good, yet I still have emotions that i can't account for. Like, why can't i be really affectionate once again? How come i'm not there yet? I mean, i already explained a part of the reason in the last or 2nd-to-last entry, but imm struggling to figure out the rest. Why is that? Hmm.. maybe that's all there was to it. maybe not. moving on. Well, today is FridaY. god i'm so glad it's friday. A few more classes, then i'm through. I'm gonna be free after 3pm today. I already went to my spanish class, which was friggin cancelled. I wish i had known that B4 I GOT UP!!! NExt up, i have Japanese and intro to music. I like both of the professors for those classes so hopefully the time will fly by. Once all that is said and done, i just wanna chill wit my homie and call it a day. I don't wanna do ANYTHING or go ANYWHERE. I just want to have a simplistic day. Seems as though everything else going on around me is the polar opposite, u know? Anyway, one more peice of news. I've decided what i'm gonna do about my major and minor. I'm going to change my major to communications (in either advertising and marketing or media communications) and I will double minor in japanese and spanish. I've decided. That's what i'm gonna do. I asked sonja for help and she broke it down. She finished by saying " communications basically touches every other field out there. if you have background in that, u will NEVER have problems finding a job. Believe me." I believe her. When it comes to working, we're on the same calibur. So yeah, that's where i am, as far as my career is concerned. Now it's just a matter of making it happen. PeaCe