Wednesday, October 19, 2005

thiNgs Happen

So... yeeeaaahhh. Two nights ago, while i was on the highway, my tire blew and I did at least a 180 on the highway. The only thing that stopped me was the divider on the highway. So... it's obvious I need a new tire. Not only that, but now I have to buy at least one new rim. (And rims are not cheap!) Man, if I ever said i was desperate before, I was lying. Now i'm really desperate.I cant remember the last time I needed over 500 bucks for more than one item before.....or Ever! When i told my mom, she obviously went off on me, but I knew there was nothing i could do about it. I just told her what happened and kept hopoe alive that she wouldn't disown me. As far as that part, i'm not sure the outcome. I'm just glad im alive.Well, i tried to call IM whit last nite. No reply. Then i tried to call. No answer. I figured she was just blowing me off so i left her a voicemail. i figured, "hey, if she ever wants to talk to me, then she'll talk". I finally put that past me. You'll never guess who I talked to last nite for a substantial amount of time... Bobby. I'm not even gonna lie when i say this.. I was so happy that I talked to him. Like, all this time i wanted to hear his voice, but i just couldnt call. i figured that if he wanted anything to do w/ me, he would call. We talked about a few issues going on with each of us. It helped me so much to get a second opinion. Maybe that's what really helped me get over what's been going on for the past however many days. Hmm..idk. After we got off the phone, i basically passed out until i got a call from whit. "I just wanted to say I love you", she said. "Why did u think i was mad @ CHU?!", she asked. Since i was half sleep, all i could say was, "....be for real" and left it at that. We off the phone, and around 2:21 am i get a call from Chris Web. "are u ok?", he asked. "Yeah, for the most part", i answered. "What happened?" I guess i started falling asleep b/c he was like, "forget it, dude. Take yo big head to sleep" then we hung up the phone. I was starting to think no one worries about me anymore....Thank GOD i'm wrong. Well, i went to work today and i just got off about 20 minutes ago. Walking from work so REALLY strange. Ah well. Things happen.

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