Plan Ahead

You are not gonna believe what I did last night. Me, whit, and ryan went down to Mizzou for their homecoming. It was so last minute and so unplanned that I cant believe i actually went, u know? Well, we didnt leave when we were supposed to but i figured there was no point in dwelling on that. I called felisha and she told me what the dress code was for parties and such. I put on a long flowing skirt and a cut off jean jacket. My lil' stomach was out and i was ready to go. Well, I called Felisha once we finally made it down to Columbia and she gave us a run-around until we found our way there. We missed this big Kappa party, but were hoping there would be something else to do. WE finally met up with Felisha at her apartment. When me, ryan, and whit first stepped in, some of her pledge sisters were sitting on the couch. I introduced myself b4 ryan and whit caught up and took a seat. One of the girls gave me a comment and said, "Um, we were wondering if we could have ur stomach". lol. I go, "You know what? I would but... I kinda need it". Everyone gets the sarcasm and I started playing with my phone. "Everyone can't be skinny like U, SHARA!", says Whitney. I'm like, huh? WTF does that have to do with ANYthing? Whit just started ranting on a topic about me being skinny and how i "was not thick just cause i have a fat ass". I'm like, oook? "Dude! I'm NOT skinny! What are u talking about?!" If you saw my friend Felisha, u would Definitely think...wow, she's skinny. Not me :-\ I mean, damn. We were just sitting there, chillin, then she comes out of nowhere wit that. Not only was she loud, but then she starts cursin a lil' bit. After a minute, I quit trying to make my point, especially when she said, "LET ME FINISH! Unless u got some rolls on yo back, something under yo ass, u not thick! And u dont! Blah blah blah!" "You know, I'm happy with my size, i dont want to be as small as HER, but there's a few things like my stomach i want to work on". I'm just like, fuck it. The gurl who gave me the comment was like, "Whoa. I'm sorry I said anything". I was thinking, ya, i am too.... "Oh, we joke like this ALL the time", says whitney. "No, YOU joke like this all the time", I said. She was OBVIOUSLY serious, man. i mean, cmon. Who are u trying to fool?! No one gets that motherfuckin' loud for NOTHIN. WEll, it was dead quiet now, and i couldnt sit there after that. I looked at Ryan and said i had to get something out of the car. Everyone knew why i left, and i think that it was reasonable and understandable. I make my way to the car and noticed i had a few missed calls (go fig). I looked and the first name i saw was Allison, my gurl bak @ school. I called her bak and told her where i was. "WHy are u all the way down there?!", she laughed. I told her and explained my story of what just happened. she was like, "um... if it was a compliment to YOU, WHY is she talking about her being comfortable with her body and he size? No one was even talking to her, right?" I go, "....right." "Hmm", she said. After that, she got me to thinking. Someone was talking to me, and she comes out of nowhere with something to say about it? this isn't making sense, but we're gonna move on. All i know is that it definitely fucked me up for the rest of the night. After that altercation, everyone made their way outside and i got off the phone with Allison. She was on her way to a friend's house. They called my name and i got in a different car. We made our way to a house party of this gurl named jessica. At ths point i was not in any mood to take shyt. I drank champagne, chardonnay, Bailey's, and vodka. Hmm. What a mix, right? YEah, i was just throwing all that shyt bak. You hearrr me? I was pissed and bout ready to go home. After about an hour, i came down from my buzz and thankfully it was time to go anyway. We made our way bak to the parking lot of Felisha's aparment and left from there. I started driving first and we stopped to get gas. By the time we got on the highway it was after three o'clock this morning. grreaaat. I had to be @ work at 10:30 today (lol) BEAUTIFUL!! So, after about half and hour or so, I decided that I needed to get some sleep and asked ryan to drive. He took the wheel and i layed back. I'm so glad i decided to do that. We made it bak to my apartment around 5:30-5:45 am. I ran up to my apartment 'cause i had to pee SO bad. Ryan came up and gave me my keys, my shoes, and my purse that i left in the car. I gave him a hug and asked where whit was. "She's on her way home", he said. O i c. Well, I gave him a giant hug and fell deep into the bed. Ah man. I was sleeping so good until about 8 o'clock when people started calling me. I was so crabby after that. Not to mention hung over a little bit. Ah well. Whats done is done. GAH!! This is why i hate unplanned shyt.