Promise

Your natural intuition and sensitivity will be heightened today, PEACH. You are able to read the thoughts and feelings of others and can interpret them accurately. Alas, you can not use this skill as effectively on yourself. Some old issues have reemerged, causing you some distress. These issues are blocking you in some way. You will not be able to move forward with your life until you resolve them once and for all. Perhaps a professional psychic could help." Ok. This was so true today. I went to work and start doing what i usually do. But once the manager for the day, Patti, came in, I knew something was wrong. She said hello, but it didnt seem very sincere. "somethin' aint right here", i though. "It's just a matter of time...". A few hours past, i'm workin' hard, and gettin ready to start cutting some bread. I turn to Patti. (this is actually the first time i've looked in her eyes the whole day) She looks @ me and it appears that she's been crying for a long time. AFter I finished cutting bread, i start to butter it. "The reason i've been crying so much is because my Rob (her husband) might have cancer". When she said that, my heart dropped for her. My eyes that were once wide and open grew narrow and sad. "Please.. PLEASE pray for him", she said. OMG. I swear I wish i could have done something for her. But all i could do was promise I would. It hurts me so much when i cant do more for someone. I guess i'll just keep my promise. Moving on to something a LITTLE less depressing. It looks as though i still dont know the status of my car. However, i at least talked to my mom for the first time in like 2 days. She said that my dad was supposed to call me and tell me what he wants to do about the car.. Hmmm...idk. I hate unfinished shyt. it drives me crazy. But, i mean, i guess everything happens for a reason. I talked to bobby about it today. I told him i was REALLY ready to go to the shooting range with him now, after all this stuff. lol. idk when we're gonna go, considering that I have to work ALL day tomorrow and Saturday. ah well. It'll happen sooner or later. I'mma shoot somethin, SH*T!! where's my nine?! Ne way, when i was walking home f/ work today, it was really nice. The air felt so fresh, the colors of the leaves caught my attention, and i felt good. Once i made it right down the street f/ the apartments, it started to sprinkle. I'm like, "oh shit". Thankfully it started pouring, OH, maybe 10 seconds after i made it into my apartment. Huh. Interesting. God knew wat he was doin. And with that being said, it made me think. Maybe i've been taking things for granted. Maybe what happened on Monday was to remind me how lucky i am. how somehow i always make it out on top in the end. I can't forget that. I won't forget that from now in. Well, i talked to Yuki (one of my only best friends f/ freshman year of highschool til now who moved bak 2 Japan). I'm very excited. It seems as though we might be able to see each other while i'm in thailand. she's supposed to visit bangkok in february. wait... i think i've said this b4. But it's confirmed so i guess it's cool for me to write this again. She send me a pic of her and her friend. She's the one on the right. I MISS U YUKI!!!! Now i just gotta get that VISA.......