So yeah....

Well, I'm sitting here @ 2:12 am eating some potatoe wedges (with no bacon) from jack'n' the box. Just came from a little bar with Anthony. We just kinda sat and talked about different things going on in our lives at the moment. I guess you could say that I'm a little inebriated now... But it's all good. I wasn't really tryin' to get drunk or anything in the 1st place. ANywhoo... Now i'm talkin' to Yuki and Bunny. God. Sometimes life can be so frustrating. Other times, i could have a single care in the world. But more and more, frustration takes over and I feel like the walls are closing in on me. From the financial aspect of my life, to my life at home, to my current relationships, past relationships, pending relationships, and relationships with my friends..... While me and Anthony were at the bar, we talked about my situation with my "love life", I guess you could call it. Maybe I SHOULD just be alone for now. But at the same time, I am the only person who should make any decisions regarding who I see, Who I don't see, who I meet, who I don't meet, and whatever else. It's time for me to break away..... It is my life, so I'm the only person who can ultimately control what happens... So yeah.... this inebriated feeling that I have right now is making me tell nothing but the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but it. Besides..I dont' have enuff time for a relationship right now, nor free time for myself. And for the next month and a half, the only relationship I will be into is my work. Can't help it, i guess. that's just me. So yeah......