not sure...

Wasn't sure what to put as the title of this blog, so i just put not sure. Fair enough, right? Well, right now i am VERY tired, and I have a headache. And this HEADACHE is pounding right above my right eyebrow. This sux. I've been working my ass off all day, looking for a new job, and, well, I kinda have one, but let me give some background info on this shyt. Went downtown yesterday to put in an application at the Adam's Mark hotel. Problem was, the employment office closed @ 3:00 and i got there around 3:15. Man, I was pissed, but moving on... So i leave there and cruise down to 11th and pine street. Made a right on pine and look what's right there: Tanner B's. This bar and restaurant that i originally wrote down in my notebook to visit. Well, needless to say ,this time i went in, even though i crossed it off my original list of places to visit. I went in and sat down at the bar. The bartender finally comes down to me and asks, "whatcha need, gurlie?" I said, "well, i was wondering if u all were hiring." "We're always hiring servers, so.. let me go get you an application". He comes back a few minutes later empty-handed. "couldn't find any in the back so i'm goin' upstairs to check. I say, "okay" and watch him run up the steps. I take my place back on the stool, look at the booths, look @ the guy at the end of the bar drinking a beer, and finally focus my attention towards SportsCenter on the T.V. The bartender who introduced himself as Scott came back down the steps with someone else by his side. It was one of the managers named Dan. He cames towards me and motioned his way towards the booths and told me to join him. I sat down and we began our conversation. It ended up being him asking tons of questions. "do you have a car?" "when are you available?" "Are you looking for a lot of hours?" Blah blah blah. So after all was said and done, he finally asks, "so... you want a job really bad, huh?" I declared it true. he followed up with, "well... if i asked u to be here @ 10:30 tomorrow u would be here?" I concured... "Well, then i expect u to be here tomorrow at 10:30." I was shocked and taken aback, but i figured i would play it off with an, "okay. cool." Well, i went there today and my ass is worn out now. It was crazy, hectic, out of control and now i'm not so sure about this place. At least the people were nice... 'xcept to two of the asshole managers. Damn, there's always at least one. Man, Im really getting upset and anxious now. I feel a need to find that new job right away, you know?How am I supposed to SAVE all summer and make real money when shyt's not popping off. Shyt, mane. I guess i'm going to continue my search even though i was successful on getting a new job. i wont settle for less. I CANT. I heard the tips werent' that great right there, but since summer is coming, hopefully business will pick up. If not, I can't stick around to wait for it to do so. I'm not sure wat my next move is.. just not sure......