Packing

Packing has been a b*tch that last couple days... i ACTUALLY move out tomorrow, but now I'm feeling a rush to get everything in order. This weekend I'm going to mississippi. Thing is, I thought that me and my parents were leaving on Saturday. Come to find out, we're supposed to be leaving tomorrow morning, which was way before my original time for move-out. And that 'bout a b*tch? I was thinking I could at least get some sleep 'til about 12 or so, finish packing little odds and ends, and call it a day. Nope. Right after I pack and take the rest of my stuff home, I'm going on a 5-6hr ride. Great. Great kick off to the summer. Man, I hope I have fun down there. It seems like the older I get, the less interested when i go down there... I guess it doesn't help that it's the smallest town in the state, but whatever. Anyway, I definitely go a workout today, taking all of that stuff home. I swear, I think I added quite a bit of muscle to my frame :-).. I just came back from Thomas' house. It's always somethin' new and crazy with him. His MOM is going BACK to jail soon. Not only that, but she's getting 5-7 or 5-10. Is that not some crazy sh*t? Whatever. Back to my story...So I go over there, we watch T.V., then go outside and sit on the porch and talk for a little bit, then go BACK inside and watch more T.V. 'cause the wind started picking up after a while. Man, I'm not really sure what's going on with our relationship... I mean, us hanging out real tough like this can only go so many places... Either really good friends or towards a relationship, u know? Damn. I'm not liking this situation. I hope he's not looking for something serious or what not. Now casual dating? I could maybe do THAT. But there is no way I'm looking to get into something else @ the level it was at with Bobby. I'm not ready, nor do I want to be ready. I think that's what it is.. Hell, I really don't know. Well, I'm really starting to tire myself out with all this shyt: school, work, money, relationships, etc.. Perhaps I should just get back to my packing....