Tired...

Okay, now i'm really pissed off.... i'm sick, i'm on my period, and worst of all.... i'm BROKE!!! YEah, ME! IM broke... u don't hear this everyday, but i am officially broke, ya'll. God i'm so pissed off. I don't even have 10 bucks in my pocket right now. Not EVEN. I have had so many people make promises to me about wat they're gonna do, and "i promise i'll pay u back" and "i promise this" and "i promise that" and i'm fucking fed up with it. If u're NOT gonna do what u said u were gonna do (this goes for anything), then don't pretend like u were in the first place. Otherwise... u're not only wasting your own time, but u're wasting mine as well. I swear, up until Sunday night, I at least had 25 dollars. But then I went to the Cheesecake Factory with Allison, and she didn't have any cash on her. Obviously we weren't going to leave without paying or anything like that. So... I paid, of course, with the 20 i had, which was to go towards gas for the next week. WTF!!!! I shouldn't have looked for anything in return, i see. It's just like me going down to Semo. I think this just reminded me of that.... So now i'm even more heated than before!! goddamn.... Quite frankly, I don't want to feel like an ass for having to remind someone of something that they know they shouldn't have forgotten. I guess i have too much pride or something. Mane, (black slang for man, for those who don't know), people are so full of shyt, i swear to u. this week is just getting worse and worse. I think i'm just overly exhausted, tired of bullshyt, tired of worrying about money, tired of looking for a job, tired of being broke, and ready to get away from everyone and everything for a little while. Seriously. As far as friends are concerned, there's only a few that i could stand this summer... u guys know who u are. I think this means it's time for me to lay my ass down... i shouldn't get this upset over bullshyt. I'm just tired....