gee...Today's High To tomorrow's low

Man, Sunday was great, but monday was terrible. Well, first off, my dad came in my room around 8 or 9 o'clock this morning, just to ask me if i "had to work today?". WTF?!!? ARe you serious? well, after that I got up and went to this interview for work-study in the nursing office. I think it went pretty well, however, because my school schedule is so crazy, i'm not sure if im gonna get the position. Ah well. im sure there will be others. after that, i saw my friend Dymetrius in the library. WE just kinda chatted for a hot minute about how summer was goin and what's been happening here in the STL, compared to his hometown of arkansas. It's always good to catch up. Anywho, later in the day i went to work at 2pm. Got off around 6 somethin'. Once i left there, i went home and started chatting with a couple peeps on the internet. I was about to lay down and then my mom comes in my room. (I should've known i wasn't going to be able to get comforable) Anyway, she comes in and she's like, "uh, you gon' get dad?". I'm thinking to myself, is she serious? If it was just her, i would've just gotten up and gone without and attitude. however, when i think about the fact that my sister was ALSO at home, i was pissed off. Why the hell couldn't she go get him? I JUST got home and no one else can go get him? Hmmmm!!! Well, i got right back up after laying my head in my pillows, put on my shoes, grabbed my umbrella and keys, and headed right back out the door. Well, that took about half an hour, 'cause my mom had me run some MORE errands while i was out getting my dad. I finally made it back home, with a million things on my mind. But first thing's first. I asked my mom if she called the residential life office to find out what place i'm in. Turns out i'm #3. not bad, huh? Well, number 0 sounds better to me. Mmm mmm mmm. So i start playin video games and a few people called me. hmm, let me think. i guess u can call them the regulars... the folks that call and check up on me, if that's wat u wanna call it. It was professor, jonjon, whit, and thomas. ive been talking to bobby throughout the day, all day. Once i start taking all these phone calls and messaging people online, my mind begins to wander again. I start thinking of all the things i need to take care of, even before school starts back. Things such as putting some money in my bank account, just in case i have to make more repairs on my car. Like getting a world phone so that i wont have to try to rush and do it b4 school starts. Like being able to take care of myself (not like i haven't been) but without error or problems. And out of all these, i'm still not done. i gotta pace myself as far as my paychecks go. i gotta do wat i gotta do. man, i hate being frustrated. im not worried, or upset, just frustrated. And ready. Ive been thinking about doing some extra work on the side (don't worry about wat it is. u make up your own conclusions) Let's just say i was on the cpu talking to bobby about it and he wasn't very thrilled about it. i mean, its understandable and all, u know? im not gonna knock him for getting upset. but i guess because the whole day was kinda sh*tty, i just felt like i was being yelled at and talked down to. idk. i'm probably just exaggerating. hmph. i wonder what he would think if i really did somethin'..... would he stop caring about me? would he think i'm just not listening to him? or would he just not agree but stay by my side? i never really thought about all of this b4, but ive come to the realization that life is really hard and i have to keep my head up. Hopefully tomorrow will be a "high" day........