Monday, July 25, 2005

Can We Say...PiSsEd?

So here's the deal..... I'm kinda pissed for a couple different reasons, and I think they are pretty reasonable. Let's see. Where should i start? Well, all summer long, since I've started going out at night, something overtly obvious takes place when i make it home each night. I'll walk in the door, turn off any extra lights that are on, and head to my room. About 5 minutes later, hmmm, suddenly someone has to get up to use the f*cking bathroom EVERYTIME I come home from a party or somethin. WTF?!?!?!? Could it be more obvious? Like tonite... I came in at 2:33, did the normal routine, then went to my room. I got in the bed and got on the internet. No more than 5 minutes l8er my mom comes out her room and goes to use the bathroom. I know this is kinda petty, but it's so obvious it hurts. WTF??!! U don't think i'll come home @ curfew... STILL??? i've been doing it all summer, so wat's the problem. Don't TELL me u think somethin happened to me when i went out cause i know that's not it. U don't trust me. Just say it instead of steadily pissing me off, P-Lease!!! Next... Me, and my gurls whitney and Ashley have been trying to get 2 of our friends Stacy and Shannon out to the clubs (or just out, in general) for quite some time. Tonite we went to Club Seven. We got there around, oh, 11:30-12:00. Soon after, our friends Vicki, Ryan, and Mike showed up. At first there weren't many people there, but before long we all were on the dance floor, doin' it real big. I didn't leave the dance floor but once or twice for people to use the bathroom or fix their hair. Well, around 1:30 or so, Shannon decides she wants to leave.... This is the thing: She didn't want to be there from the start, and she knew it. However, she was the one who drove and made it very clear that she wasn't happy there. While Stacy, on the other hand, was having a great time. And the part that gets me the most is that STACY is white!!!! Well, at first i wasn't trying to hear what she had to say, so I said "give us like 20 minutes". Well, maybe 2 minutes later, I see bobby(who was working that night) flashing his flashlight. I wasn't sure if he was flashing it at me, but i thought i would just dance over and bug him for a hot minute. Well, I get over there and he goes, "I didn't call u over here!!! I didn't call you over here!!!" I said " I know" and that "I was just coming over to bug him". Thing that f*cked me up is the fact that I could even get all of the sentence out. U know why? That's because he cut me off by saying, "I know u gave your number to somebody. i saw u either give someone your number or take someone's number". I'm thinking to myself 1) is dude serious? and 2) o....kay? Why are you assuming shyt? As soon as he said that, I lost it. My smile instantly dropped to a frown and i started yelling. I had had it. "WTF?!?!?!" I said. "First of all, you don't KNOW who the f*ck i was talking to!!!" B4 I could go on, he said, "let's not do this right now." I was like, "No! F*ck it!! I described what the person had on and I basically described everything my friend Mike had on. Once he looked at him in the crowd, he said, "you right, you right". But I had heard enough. It was too late. I started walking off and then he attempted to pull me back to him by grabbing my skirt. I quickly turned around and simply said, "..... NO." I threw my hands up and began to walk away. He stopped me again, however, I felt a tug on my other arm. It was Vicki. She asked if i would go to the bathroom with her. He interrupted our conversation, and I guess u could say i kinda blew it off. She grabbed my arm tightly and helped pull me through the crowd. GOD. Well, instead of waiting that 20 minutes to leave, I looked at shannon with a very stern face and said, "you know wat, fuck it." "Let's GO. Let's GO. Let's GO. Let's go NOW". I swear, i think i said it about a good 10 times. I was just so angry! Everything was just going crazy. On the ride home, i was contemplating the whole evening. All the way until we left that night. One, me and me both were pissed at Shannon for acting the way she was, but had an even harder time concealing how we felt about it. Two, before I even left to GO OUT, my dad questioned me tonite wat time i was coming in. WTF??!!? ARe u fucking stupid? I thought u said my curfew was 2:30!!! If u know this, why the hell do u ask me this question every motherfuckin' night. I'm tired o' this shyt. FUCK!!!! ThReE, when we get to the club, Bobby asks like he can't open his mouth AND SPEAK. CArry a small, insignificant convo with some of my friends that u know, damnit. Act like u give a damn!!! REmember, I've known these people since i was 14, 15. My close friends are hella important to me. And damnit, we have ALL gotten into it with each other before, but what happened happened. Dont' get it twisted!!! FoUr, motherf*ckas started pushing and i swear on my life someone was going to catch a black eye with the big ass rock on my finger. But watever. When we finally made it back to my house, all the girls split up except me and Whit. I went with her to McDonalds and we just basically talked about everything that went on that night and how we ended up with certain feelings of the night. I think u get the point... Can u say..... PISSED?

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