We broke up. Last night me and my mom had a serious talk and I guess you could say it kinda got to me. She told me that ever since I told her, "she got her blood pressure up and had been crying for days." I felt.... TERRIBLE. One thing I would never want to do is hurt my mom in any way. But I did without even trying, which made me feel twice as bad. So..... me and Robert had a very Long talk last night and very early this morning I guess you could say that we forced ourselves to come to the conclusion to "separate". I know that I was somewhat starting to feel that if we continued to be very serious and exclusive, i would never be able to know what I really want out of a relationship, and a part of my life. It was hard uttering those words to him, but I feel that in the end, it's for the best. I still have much to learn and much to do.... Not to mention the fact that I have 3 jobs, I'm a student, and I'm stressing myself out even more over this whole situation. I already know it's gonna be hard for a while, but I'm going to have to live with the choice that I have just made and move on. But i just hope he realizes that I still don't plan to make a move without him. I still love him.
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