Saturday, April 23, 2005
What?!!
Last night, me and Bobby were txting each other while he was @ work. Finally he sends a text saying, "U @ school? Tomorrow I'm gonna spend time wit u b 4 work". I'm thinkin', cool, right? i figured he would call to make sure we were still on for today, or call when he was on his way. Whatever. Okay. Now it's Saturday night. Earlier I went to work at Imo's. Got off about and hour early so I could start house-sitting for Allison. I fed all 6 cats, the turtles, watered all of the plants, cleaned the litter boxes. After that, I start heading back to school. I'm about 10 minutes away from school. i get a call from Bobby. "Hey". I go, "hey! What's up?" B:"What are you doin'?" "Um, I'm on my way back to school, why?" B:"Can't I just ask?!" "......yeah?" B:"Well, anyway, how far away are you?" "Bout 5-10 minutes." B:"Well, just hurry up, okay?" W H A T?! What the F*ck!!?? Whatever. I don't what's going on so I just drive into the parking lot. And guess whose there? Yeah....exactly. He gets out of his truck and hands me this drawing that i need to redo for him. I give him a kiss, still taken aback a little bit, and head towards Public Safety into the dorms. We come upstairs and just chill out. We talk about our days, how they went, and all that good stuff.... He tries to kiss me. I turn away. "What? You can't kiss me now?" He says to me everytime I do that... Guilt trip, shall we say? I give in everytime. However, this TimE was different. It bothered me more than ever. Something inside of me didn't feel right. After that, he gets ready to leave. "You think I can spend the night tomorrow?" I'm thinking to myself, "are you serious?". I go, "I don't know...", knowing I have tons of stuff to do. I guess I shouldn't've assumed he really understood what the "I don't know" meant. I put that to the back of my mind for the night... But I knew I was going to end up having to confront all of this....I couldn't sleep. I was up 'til 2 or 3 something just writing a paper....WhAt?!!
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