Sunday, April 03, 2005
Late
It's Sunday afternoon. 6:45 pm. Just got off the phone with Robert. Tired as f*ck. Why am I tired as f*ck? Well, I'll tell ya. I didn't get to the dorms 'til close to 7 am this morning and I had to be @ work at 10:30. WTF, right? Yeah, I figured you'd ask that. WTF... Well, I'll give you a run-down of the night. First, I got out for dessert w/ Sonja around 8-ish. Then, I come back and get ready to go out. Me and Vickie go down to Club Isis. I really can't remember what time we got there, but we left around 12 something. Reason I don't remember what time we actually arrived at the club is because it took about 1/2 or so just to find a f*ing part. Final Four weekend was ridiculously crazy, but it was exciting at the same time. Everyone was flooding the streets, walking to and fro' clubs and "hot spots", if that's what you want to call them. Others were trying to show off their cars, and I must say, some shouldn't have tried at all... Moving all.... We finally get to the club, pay, and get it... The dance floor was so small! It took up less than half of the place! I was like, "are you kidding me?". Vickie goes, "yeah... I didn't know it was like this either." So we made our way to the bathroom and just kinda talk for a hot minute. Suddenly I get a call. It's my friend Omar. I go, "hey, what's up?". He goes, "nothin', where you at?" "Oh, I'm at Isis right now." "I just walked in". "Oh, okay. Well... tell me what you have on and I'll try to find you". I said okay and told him what i had on. I think I was dressed really conservatively for a club, you know. I had on my tight, brown, old-school hat I bought, my white turtleneck(what was i thinking wearing a turtleneck!!), some cute jeans, and my brown pumps. So right after we leave the bathroom, we head back to the dance floor. As soon as we get to the dance floor, I start looking around to see if anyone else is looking around. Thing is, I honestly didn't remember what he looked like. All I could remember was that he had braids, and wore glasses. Nice description, right? WTF!! So.... I see someone standing beside me and Vickie but I didn't want to be like," hey, what's up" if it's not even him. so I kept dancing. Then... I get a call from him and i look over and he starts laughing.... Oh man. DId I feel retarded or did I feel retarded. Sad thing about it, I saw him just 2 weeks prior @ Rio. But you know how it is in Rio. Dark.... and shyt. lol. Well, we talk for a hot minute then separate. I see my boy Lorenzo and his boys so I go over there by him and dance. After about another hour, me and Vickie are both getting bored and talking about leaving. I run into Omar again and he says he's getting ready to leave as well. I say okay. "I'll be outside somewhere so call me when you leave." "Aight.I'll call you", I say. About 20 minutes later, we leave. As soon as I step outside I give him a call. "Hey where you at?" "I'm heading to my car right now", he says. "So am I." "well... what are you about to do." I had no idea as I looked at Vickie and she just stared back at me with a blank expression. So... he answers with an IDK either. goddamnit. so many indecisive people!! "well, how 'bout i drive you to your car from here". It's 'round 1:50 somethin' AM. We met at the corner of Tucker and Convention and he drove us to my car. "So what do you wanna do?" "I don't know. We can get somethin' to eat or somethin'. Well... I'll just follow you back to school and we'll go from there." I say okay. So... I drop Vickie and my car off at school and I get in the driver seat of his car. FUN!!! Driving someone else's car for a change, you know? Well, we go to his house and chill for a bit. I'm on the couch dozin and he's on the floor playin video games. It's 2:30 He wakes me up and says he will sleep on the couch and I can take over his bed. I'm thinkin'...."he better not try nothin' either."I wake up around 5:57 AM. First thing out of my mouth is..."F U C K!" So I get up, get my shoes, get my coat and wake him up. "i gotta go! I gotta work in the morning. Remember, I day light savings... so he hadn't set his clock yet!!! AHHH!!!! He drives me back to school and said, "well, i hope u had fun.... even though we really didn't do anything exciting." Thing is, it was fun. We shouldn't have HAD to do anything special, you know? But still, that f*cked me up for the rest of the day.. Ah well... It was worth being up so Late.
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hmmm well you put me up to this. I really didn't want to post comments on your Blogs b/c I might think to much about some things that might just be really silly.. but here goes.**(I don't want you to let anyone read this)** I know that we aren't together but we're something like it though or what you do as far as with whom is really none of my business, but it's just this with me. I feel that like we've said nothing has changed between us so I feel that I can ask you and you can do the same, we tell each other everything....well sometimes I feel that you don't tell me everything. and I know that that's wrong on my behalf but I just feel that it might be better left alone then to just bring it up b/c I might be wrong in thinking what I'm thinking. Like for ex. you fell asleep over this guys house, that's a friend and you've said it to me you don't know him like that to like him but you fell asleep over there in his bed and he was on the couch, regardless of where you were sleep stuff happens that's really all that I'm saying I just look at it like damn.....I called you to tell you I'm home and I didn't get an answer and so I just assumed that you were knocked out but then when I saw your AOL away message I was Like WTF she's out??? and then it was like 6a.m when I talked to you and then I was like WTF you just woke up, so I just assumed you were sleep and you made me think that that was what happened and then you hit me with where you were so.....that made me feel uneasy about the whole situation b/c I'm thinking one thing and you tell me you just wokeup so I'm like oh...ok cool and then we talked about it and you tell me about your night. I was getting frusterated at you and the situation, regardless of what happened you still could've called me no matter how late or early it was , b/c I do to you when I get off late regardless, if I think it's too late I'll txt you and you'll see it when you wakeup but you didn't so I was a little pissed. so my attitude and the trust thing is well I guess something that has to be worked on.... but my attitude has changed a bit b/c we aren't together, what I mean is that I have to look at things in retropective to the fact that you're out it's late and you're with some guy..... and I'm like ok fine that's cool but then you spend the night????WTFFFF and nothing really has changed between us but the label?? so how should I feel ??? you love me and you are inlove with me and vice versa so I am obligated to be concerned, b/c that's just how I am I know you don't do anything shady but I know some that do, and I sound like a broken record but it's the truth, and nigga's are dirty b/c I know of some and I don't want to see you hurt. it seems as if I'm doing the same thing as your mom & Dad are doing and that is trying to confide you in keeping you out of harms way.. but in some ways I'm right and some I'm wrong but it's been proven. so don't take any of my post to personal but just as an expression of my feelings again.
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