WTF, ME?! :-P

Everyday since Whit wrote that entry i've been looking to read a new one. However, everytime i go to check it, i get reminded of wat the hell we were arguing about in the 1st place. "WTF SHARA" is the title and everytime i read it i cringe for a sec. I normally am really nonchalant and chill after making up w/ someone. "WTF,ME!?" LOL is wat i say to brush it off... But i'm on edge. "Here we go again...why is it that people act so fucking stupid?" For some reason, me being so fucking stupid keeps replaying in my head. Did she really mean that, or was it just people in general? Wait..Wait... It CANT be people in general because the WHOLE entry was about me. DaMn. I hate when i start analyzing shyt. She said that wat i wrote was personal to her. But not once have i ever, or will ever, insult someone's intelligence. (Stop it shara! You're taking it out of context probably) I just dont know. I try my hardest to articulate what i say w/out attacking someone individually with words or otherwise. But i still think i have done the best, considering it's the internet. Maybe some people dont get my writing. However, it isn't for them. It's for me. IT's not to make a come-back for wat someone else has said or written or commented on. It's for me. The most beneficial thing for me to do when I'm trying to put my thoughts in order is to write them down. I'm not just writing to write. (well, sometimes i am. lol)I think that I tell people how i feel if i feel it's significant enough to be said. I think it's asinine that one comes here to read about my internal recollections, feelings, and emotions. There is NO way to really know wat all is goin. So much can be left out when ur simplu writing on the cpu. Well, maybe that's just the way i look at it. I must say, though, other than that buzz, I'm not really worried about much. I'm doing well in school, i'm working my ass off, just got another job (i'm not gonna tell u, 'cause if u really want 2 know, u know how to find out), i'm getting everything in order for Thailand, and my car is being worked on as i write. All my classes are going pretty well. I just have to keep an eye on Japanese, Business, and ILC, though. Thailand shyt is coming along a little better. My dad said he would help me w/ the Visa and the 2 passport pics. I start the new job :P on Wednesday w/ a friend of mine. I just called the body shop 2day and they said my baby should be done by the end of the week (hopefully, that is :-\) Well, things are finally looking up a little bit. It's ABOUT TIME!