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Love matters are very much on your mind today, PEACH. Whether you are presently involved or not, you're probably thinking in terms of idealized, fairy-tale love, and enjoying the thought of it. It could inspire you to be creative in some way, or to start thinking about building a strong and secure home. Communication with lovers, friends, and family members should be clear, open, and honest, as well as warm, intimate, and loving. Well, this could not be more true... its even scaring me a bit. Man, oh man. I have some news to update u all with. I have a bf again. Yes, me and Bobby go out again. When people read this, they will say, "what?! For real?!" But it's my secret for every who doesn't read this. ANwAy, We had a very long, in-depth talk and i'm ready to try this again. I know i've said many times that i was somewhat selfish, but this time i know im not going to be, so that will either bring out the best or worst in this relationship. I promised myself and him to be completely honest. Otherwise, i'm just going to hurt each other. No good. Well, what else. OH! Yesterday afternoon before i left for work, i got a call from cingular talking about how I have a past due balance of $176, not including the balance that I have for this month. In all, it's about $225 I was like, "huh??!?!" I didn't even KNOW i had a past-due balance. Well, anyway, they were basically calling to tell me that I might end up having my phone cut off in the next 24 hours if i don't pay at least the past due balance. Well, i paid half on it, so hopefully it'll stay on for at least 2 days. After that, I went to work and i was there from 3 'til about 11. Thank GOD i worked tonite. I made about $120!!! I'll be able to pay the rest of my phone bill tomorrow. Man, hopefully nothing else will come up so i can refurbish the money that would have been in my account if not for this phone bill. God. Well, I'm gonna put 60 bucks in my checking to pay for the phone, then i'll put $35 towards my hair (which i have an appointment for on Tuesday) and possibly a manicure and pedicure. Hmm... but i don't know. I might have to just put that money in the bank. Man, i wish i had more money, but ah well. I put in my two weeks at the Chase today. However, I'm not necessarily quitting. I'm just not on the schedule. It's all good, though. It's always a good sign if someone doesn't want u to quit. Let me think about this.... I have to work this morning 'til 5. Then I have to work tomorrow 'til 5. Then I've got the job setup at Hi-Tech on monday at 12:30. THEN I have my hair appointment on Tuesday at 12:00. Then I move into the apartment on Wednesday anytime after 9 am.Sheeesh. A lot of shyt is comin' up, ya'll. I hope i don't fall flat on my face.