cLoSuRe?

Well, Sunday was a time for me to clear some things up. Well, i got off work early again, which made me kinda mad but i thought i would be able to get some things done that way. One, I wanted to see if my friend Katie (who i work with) could get in touch with her friend whose a mechanic and has his own shop. However, her dad couldn't get in touch with him that day so that plan was a failure. Then I proceeded to call Whit to see what she was up to. She said she "wasn't doing anything" so I suggested we go walking l8er. She said, "okay" but didn't sound like she REALLY wanted. Anyway, a few minutes later Bobby called and I suggested him to go walking l8er. He said "sure, or whatever u want to do". Right after that, my dad talked my cousin, who is a mechanic, and told me i needed to take my car over there. I trailed sonja in my car and we made our way over there. He wouldn't be able to get to it until tomorrow, but i would still have 2 cars to drive. I called whitney back when i got home and she answered, "hey, let me call u right back". I knew wat that meant... I wasn't gonna hear from her til l8er that night. It's ok, though. Before I knew it Bobby was over my house and we were just chillin. He brought over a couple bootleg movies (lol), but we ended up watching Harry Potter on TV. I wanted to get some cheesecake, so we took a break from the marathon and made our way over to the Cheesecake Factory. Mmmm... it was SO good. About 20 more minutes into the movie, i get a call from Vickie asking if i was going downtown for the carnival. I was like, "huh?" i didn't know it was still going on. "YEAH GURL!!" she said, screaming in my ear. She said that she was wondering if i was going to meet her down there. She had company herself. I told her that I didn't know and that i was chillin with bobby. She said, "oh okay" and to "tell him i said hi". I said okay and she continued that she would call me bak. Soon after that Whitney calls bak and i told her that i was watching a movie w/ bobby. She said,"oh.. call me bak when u get a chance." I go, "aight." She sent me a text about 20 minutes l8er stating that all her friends are with their men and that she's lonely. She said that I was even laid up with bobby. I kinda got upset but just replied, "dude.... I'm not LAID up with nobody. You'll be fine and u need to stop trippin. The harder u dwell on something like that, the worse it is". Well, that's the last we "talked that night". Bobby finally left around 12, 12:30 and i think i finally got some closure on us. It was nice that he kissed me on the forehead. I gained a sigh of relief, like there was no pressure to kiss or make out or something like that. I felt like we are now where we need to be. I think things are okay and he understands that i want to be by myself... or at least i think so... Well, that was sunday. Monday. On monday i definitely surprised myself. Monday i got a call from the Hi-Tech copy place. The old man said that he was still very interested in me and that they would be happy to have me. Originally i thought i was going to pass up on the offer, but the more we talked, the faster i changed my mind. I told him all of my concerns, regarding school, hours, days, nights, scheduling, and money. Well, he informed me that if i came in in the near future, one of the managers would make my schedule with me, around my school schedule. As far as hours are concerned, I can have as many as i want a week. I originally asked for 15-20. "done", he said. I wanted to work more evenings and nights, due to school. "we can oblige." He went on to tell me that I would start off @ $8 an hour, would get a raise in a month, i would have a SET schedule (so no changing days every week like the Chase), i would have no problem getting off if events came up, and i get paid every week. THANK... GOD!!! I told him that I would need a few days to decide, even though in my head i had already made up my mind that i would take the job. i said that i would need a few days to decide what i'm going to do with all my jobs. Even though I already made up my mind, i DO have to decide what jobs i'm going to keep and get rid of... i hadn't really thought that part out before i took the job. As of right now, i have 4 jobs. i have to get rid of at least 2. But which two? Not only that, but i have to get a work study job, also! I've been wrecking my brain, but i've decided that i really can't get everything together until i know my schedule for workstudy. That i will be the determining factor on how many other jobs i have. Either way, I'll probably keep Imo's, considering the money is good, easy, and fast. I MIGHT be able to keep allstate, depending on the time my classes end and my workstudy schedule (once i get one) and wat my schedule will be like at Hi-Tech. Hmmm... It's not like me to just jump into something like this, but I really don't have a choice. The opportunity has presented itself. Am i gonna take it or sleep on it? It might be too good to pass up... or too good to be true. Well, l8er on after recieving that phone call, i get a text from Whit saying that she found out she's a 32 DD, or somethin' like that. "Not surprised...", I answered. She told me to shut up and then she asked if i was mad at her. I said, "yeah, a little". "Thatz crazy!!!! Why are u mad? Just 'cause of the little comment i said yesterday? It's Nothing". At this point, im thinking SHE'S the one overreacting. however, i decided to break it down. I said, "well, for one, u didnt need to say what u said. however, it's not like i'm really mad, but let me explain". "Explain", she replied. I go. "well, for one, i would have been with u yesterday. however, u're not good for calling people back so i didn't even get a CHANCE to come over and chill with u. so it's not my fault that u weren't with me yesterday. we were supposed to go walking but it didn't happen." I didn't get a txt bak that whole day. I finally realized that i really just said everything i wanted to say. I think i'm going to have to keep it that way between me and everyone i come in contact with. Otherwise, i might end up beating myself up over it. Hmm... Either way, i have cLoSuRe or THAT.