Okay. So I got to thinking (which happens a little too often sometimes) and I finally figured out a dilemma I had from a few days ago. On Thursday, I think it was, when I went to go see my boo, I got very irritated and annoyed for some unknown reason. The turn of events wasn't explaining to me why I acted the way I did. So this is what's up. Me and Robert were watching movies over his house for quite a few hours. THen. I fell asleep, but once he woke me up, I was in a horrible mood. Yes, one would suspect that it was just me simply being tired and not liking the fact that someone woke me up. However, after doing a little contemplating, I realized that wasn't all. Knowing that I was returning to my house for a whole month during winter break did not put me at ease. Knowing that I wouldn't be able to freely see him like I had primarily done made matters worse. Being aware of the fact that someone I care about can't be around like I want them to made me very angry. I obviously knew these things before, but the realization made it a lot harder to swallow once I realized this after I woke up. All of those emotions were hidden inside somewhere and they just came out in a very ass-hole way. Too bad I didn't think about it before. But hey, what are ya goin' to do, u know? At least I realized all of this in a few day's time. L8er.
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