Nothin' New

Well, last night was a lot of time. Some of my friends from highschool already made it in town and we all decided to go to Candela. Yeah I know, that's nothin' new, but it was worth. Something else that's worth it is getting in for free. Hehehe(lol) It was me, Whitney, Balinda, Ryan, Mike, Adam, Cierra, and some people I'd rather not name. F*ck it. This GIRL Antoinette who just stopped talking to me when she was done using me, and her sidekick skeezer Martinez. I think her first name is Ashley. Ryan was introducing us and she already had an attitute cause i was chillin' with Whit and my girls(basically people she doesn't get along with. BUt then again,she doesn't get along with anyone.) Let's just say she has a very bad reputation at every single college in the Saint Louis area. Pretty bad, huh? Moving on... Well, we got there pretty early last night, but I'm glad we did. The lines were pretty long after 11. We got hella crunk last night. I think that was the most crunk I have ever gotten. Our mob got in the crowd and we were just actin a fool the whole night. I sweat harder that night than I had during the summer. I swear it felt like a workout when it was over. When I finally went outside to the parking lot, I wasn't even cold. I'm telling you. It was good that I had a good time because earlier in the night my mom said something that really set me back a few months, which I forgot all about until a minute ago.. I asked, "Mom, can I go to Candela tonight?" And you know what she said? She goes, "Why, so you can go see that man?" And I was like, "No? He's not working there!" And she asked me, "HOw DO YOU KNOW?". At first I was going to back down, but then I spoke up and said, " BECAUSE I KNOW." She said, "oh...". I said, "I've talked to him SINCE JULY, you know." And I left it at that. She didn't say anything after that. I'm not sure if that was the right thing to do at the time, but I figured I might as well put it out there. However, before that moment, I had been building up confidence to eventually tell her after Christmas about our relationship and it was seriously smashed to the ground at that moment. So much for a guilt free weekend, huh? I thought there would be somethin' new, but no. Nothin' new.