Damn.
Now that i look bak @ the last blog i wrote, i'm like, "damn, what the HELL was i thinkin' bout?" Lately, i've been doing what i feel like doing and saying exactly what i feel like sayin'. You know what? I'm loving in.... Luvin' every minute of it. And yes, this shyt CAN and WILL get my ass in trouble at times. However, I've realized that this is who i am. I know that i'm fun to be around. Yes, i have my crazy moments, too. But i know I may not be this wild and crazy 4ever. And shyt, i'm having fun being me. Until I feel sincerely that i need to change somethin' about myself, why should i? As far as a relationship, I know now is not the time. No way. No fuckin' way. I'm tired or niggas thinkin that just because i show a lil' interest that i'm theirs, especially the ones i've been thinkin' as of late. unless ur doin somethin' to show me u're really about me, don't bring that shit my way. Unless i'm really talkin' to u like that, don't think i'm yours. This pussy is in Shara's name. THanx. don't bring that shyt over here 'cause i'm not tryna hear it. Period. LOL. lemme stop. i'm blowing it out of proportion a lil bit, but at the same time, i'm quite serious. NoW.... Am i just tryin' to just have sex right now? That's a nEgAtiVe, as well. BUT..... as u can see from the "application blog", i'm not rulin' it out, either. It's just gotta be right. It's gotta feel right. Can ne one fill that position?
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