SEX

SEX... one of the world's greatest topics that, for some reason, never gets old. I love it. Nevertheless, there's something going on right in the center of my body that is withholding me from giving in to any urges that cross my path. I wonder what it is.. hmm... is it the thought of monogomy? I don't know. Am I ready once again to give someone my heart? The last time that happened, it was stolen straight from my chest. But u know what the funny thing is? It wasn't a person that made love to me and stole it.. it was something completely different.... a place....
"Thailand, how i miss u so. After 6 months of constantly being inside of u, withdrawal gets worse everyday. Not being in u hurts me more and more. I'm feenin' to be in your sunlight, next your beaches, next to your ocean. I want to hear our waves crash. Do u know how good it felt?You're teasing me. I'm famished. I'm starving. Feed me again. Again and again. Mmmmm... I lick my fingers just to get every last drop. Shit, is this exctasy? I can't even tell u if sex has ever felt this good. what have u done to me? Whatever it was, could u repeat that again? do it again...."
Hmph. I have no idea where that came from but it popped in my head. it oozes sex, eh? If only i can make those thoughts into a reality. I want someone to want me like that again.... i want someone to want me on a level so much higher than just sex or love... but admiration and complete honesty. Maybe it's not in the cards for me at the moment. but u know wat? Just thinking about it makes me happy.....