Lost....

I am SOooo lost. I went into work this morning, thinking that I would be able to stay there all day, THEN go to the police department afterwards to pay that friggin ticket. But then i realized that it was a bad idea. SOOO i struck a deal with Mike. I told him that if he let me go get the money and pay my ticket now, i would come bak by like 2:00 something. Now I can disclose who my angel is. Bobby!!! He is the person i wrote about. He gave me $130 for the ticket. I was so friggin greatful. I swear to god. I'm so glad i have a reliable person, as well as friend, in him. When we were talking and i kept saying thank u, he kept telling me, "DuDe, StOp!". I knew wat he meant. I know that I have a problem accepting things from people. I mean, I personally will give my all for my friends, as well as any person in my life of significance, but as soon as i ask for a favor from someone, I feel like i'm intruding on everyone. Man, oh man. ne way. Back to the story. I was on the highway when i started counting the money i had in my purse, and could only find 10 bucks. I was thinkin', "oh shyt!! I started panicking, as usual. Damn, man. Get this. I started getting really worried all the way up to the time i got to the clerk. And guess what I find in my back pocket. 5 bucks. Thank the lawd! otherwise i would've been in a lot of shyt. After that, I went bak to work and struggled for another couple hours. After that, I came home and chilled til about NOW!!! Things got a lil' crazy. I was sitting here on the computer, while i'm talking to whit on her computer. Simultaneously I was talking to bobby on the phone. Everything was all good until i got a message from bobby saying, "WTF IS this last? is this a joke or something?!" I had no idea what he was talking about. A second l8er i took a look @ my blog and i was like........oooooo shyt!!!! my gurl whit wrote a story regarding me and thomas. WTF is this!!!???? Let's just say, it's not what he would want to hear. I started freakin' the fuck out. Ah man. Idk how to work things out now. I know that it was a joke for her to write it, but obviously he wouldn't see anything funny about that. My stomach sank. I was so lost on what i should have done by this point in time. After that he jumped on my head and was ready to blow up. I finally just decided to ease the situation and said that "im the only person who would understand you'd be really upset". He said "true" but i knew better. He was pissed as all hell. I feel so bad now, considering i just saw him today, and got a huge sum of money for the ticket that's my fault....DAmn. Now that this has happened, i'm feeling pressure to hurry up and get this situation b/ween me and Thomas figured out.Either way, someone will be hurtin the end. But i have a feeling it will be me. And I thought things were looking up for the better.......