Friends cont...

Well... all day I got my chops busted by my friends. Don't ask me why, because I have no idea what i did. While I was at work, everyone was just ragging on me until I finally left. The person that upset me the most out of all the encounters at work was my Friend Katie. I was playing with my tongue ring a little bit, not even sticking it out or anything, but she goes, "not to be rude, but when I look at you doing that, it makes me want to throw up." I showed no emotion on the outside, but on the inside, i was thinking, "Are you kidding me?!" Finally I left. When I got back to the dorms, I took a nap. First thing I hear after walking out of my room after my nap is...." you look like shyt. you look a mess." A little later, me, Gail, Christine and Allison head to the mall. On our way there, I was telling a very short story about my relationship with my sister. Someone cut me off because we all noticed something. Afterwards, I go, "What was i talking about? With a fairly serious look. Then, allison goes, "I don't remember, but it wasn't that good of a story anyway".WTF. It goes downhill from there. By this point in time it's around 7 o'clock. I'm frustrated as hell. Gail comes back w/ her friend from SLU. She starts getting ready for the Golf hoes/Golf Pros party(or watever it was called). Suddenly Whitney calls and says, "hey, what you doin'?" I told her nothing and she eventually asked if I was going to Isis with her tonight. I was like, "huh?" She said, "You said that you were going to go with us tonight to Club Isis, remember?" I told her no and then she stressed the point that this was her last night in town. I said, "alright. I'll be over there in a little bit." I look at the clock as I hang up the phone. It's 9:15. I was ready by 9:35. I head out the door. I get over there in about 20 minutes or so. Calletta and Whitney do my hair once they're getting ready but I had a feeling ,even that early into the evening, that things weren't gonna work out right. Ladies got in free into 11. However, I never get anywhere on time when I'm with a group. We ended not getting there until about 11:20. I knew there were going to be problems from this point on. I realized I left my purse in Whitney's house and told them once we parked. Not only that, but since it was past 11, i wouldn't have enough money to get in anyway. whitney goes, "so wat do u wanna do?" I go, "either way, I have to get my purse. I can just run back while ya'll go inside or somethin'. It should take me long since I know where to go". "No", she says. We're all going back." I'm so confused at this point, not sure what to make of the situation? I'm thinking, why do we ALL have to go back if her mother is there to open the door? Why should we both waste gas? But she insisted. She got back in her car and then called me on my cell. "So we're just gonna go back so you can get your purse and then see what @H@H@ is doing." I didn't understand the person's name she said so I asked to her to repeat the person's name. Then she says, "I SAID that U forgot your PURSE so we're going back there, then we're gonna see what "stripper man" is doin'". (don't ask) At this point in time, I knew she had an attitude and was mad for some reason. We hang up the phone and she begins to back up. She almost hit my car, backing up with an attitude. If I hadn't've backed up at all, she definitely would have hit me. I looked at Watchen and Watchen looked at me. I go, "I don't know. This isn't good. I can tell something's wrong. She's mad, man, i'm telling you, she's mad. She's gonna pull a guilt trip on me" Watchen goes, "No she's not." I knew better. So... we finally get back to her house. she gets my purse and then she gets back in her car. Watchen migrates to her car as well. I go to the front door and ask Calletta what they were gonna do, because I wasn't gonna stay out late. "I don't know", she utters to me. "What do you want to do". "we can go back", I said. I knew i could scrounge up a few dollars from somewhere if I had to. Calletta asked whit what she wanted to do and she said, "let's just go to Denny's." I really didn't want to go there, so I let my feelings known. "Well FUCK IT!!", she yells. I'm thinking to myself, oh god. WHY. "Calletta, I'm taking you home now. Forget it. JUST FORGET IT." She began to start her engine before I even back away from the car. At that point, I felt the lowest I had felt that WHOLE weekend. It made me mad inside. It made me sad inside. I kept asking myself, "what IS the problem? Is it because I forgot my purse? or is it something else?". I really didn't know what to make of that situation. I told Watchen and Calletta goodbye and walked over to my car across the street from her house. Before I even get in the car, Whitney pulls off in a hurry and leaves me there in the street. I haven't recieved a call today, so who knows when the next time I talk to her will be. If her reasons for acting the way she was involves me, I dont' know what I can say the next time we speak. Why are my friends actin' so crazy lately? Who knows. What I DO know is that the situation is unfair. But that's life...Life isn't fair.
""Don't walk in front of me I may not follow, Don't walk behind me I may not lead,Walk beside me and just be my friend." -Albert Camus"