Modeling Time?

The last few weeks I guess you could say I've been doing some soul-searching, as well as some probing into my mind as to what is and is not acceptable. I now know what, as well as just how much, I can take of one thing. But enough about that. A new chapter is about to begin. I know it. I have a feeling things are going to change for the better.... Later today I am going to take some photos with the help of a good friend of mine. I'm going to send them to someone I hope can do something for me I guess we'll see what happens after that. I'm very anxious to see the outcome of this... But at the same time, I'm feelin', "Me? A model? nah. no way". I keep thinking of all the things that could possibly hinder me from such a profession. I'm in school fulltime. I have 3 jobs. I'm hella SHORT! (5'4" 1/2 to be exact) I have curves, BABY!!!
But u know wat? That might be some of the same qualities that will help get me where i need to go. How many women do u know that have 3-4 jobs, in school full-time and taking 18 hours, have their own car and place, and are able to take care of themselves? I really can't think of many. I should be proud of what I have accomplished so far. I have no one else to depend on but myself. Therefore, I have to ROOT for myself. "U can do this, SHara! Come up on top, SHARA! Prove 'em wrong, SHARA!" I'm going to be my own chearleader from now on, with no chances of slowing down. It's time for me to make another move on this chessboard of life. I know I need to find a different job, so instead of going out as much, I'll be on my grind as always hunting down my next career move. hmmm.... I just wonder wat it will be....
OH! By the way.... if u read the last blog i'm sure u're familiar with just how upset i was at the given situation. Well u know wat? I can finally smile about that as well. Why? The mothafuckas apologized. Ain't that sumthin? How can that not put a smile on ur face and less heat on ur heart when someone not only knows they're in the wrong, but lets u know that. Today is truly a good day, my friends. Well, before long birthdays will be around the corner for me as well as midterms. Time to make that money and make the grade.
Holla