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alright, alright ya'll. Don't get it twisted. As upset as i am about trippin over some guy, i'm MORE upset over being separated from all my friends. That's wat i meant to say, k? Well, I saw my wife today and I was SO happy to see her. We had a long talk and i realized a lot of things today. Even though we were on the opposite of the planet, we were going through some of the same fucked up shit. Isn't that CRAZY??? I'm responsible for myself, I have realized. At the end of the day, it doesn't matter what the fuck ne one else says. I have to make the final decision. IT doesn't matter if someone tells me that somethin is not good for me. It's up to me to decide for myself if it is or not. U know what? I dont' regret ne thing that has happened. And as far as Sugam is concerned, if it's supposed to happen, it will. If it's not, then it won't. Just because the motherfucka might have reputation or a past doesn't mean shit, nor am i surprised on ne way. HE FUCKING TOLD ME. As far as i'm concerned, I could have one. So could EVERYONE. U can't believe everything u hear, nor can u keep ur ears shut. That's something that I am constantly reminded of... ALL the time. IF one or two people tell u i'm a hoe, does that make it true? If someone tells u i'm prude, are u automatically supposed to believe it? Hmph. That's something u have to figure out for urself... ANd so do i. too bad i'm a fucking sensitive person. Shit.