Ha. Apologies.

Why is it that people always have to apologize? Why is it that people always do something to me that causes them to have to apologize to me? Why am I treated the way I am? I ask myself this all the time. Sometimes I think it's my fault that people do the things they do to me.... but then.... I say, "No, that's not it." That's just the way people are. Ever since I was little I thought I could change the world. How naive, right? I always feel like it's my sole responsibility to make sure my friends do what they're supposed to do. To keep them out of trouble. To clean up after them. But as of late, I've been in a non-caring mood whether or not anyone does what needs to be done. So unlike me, you know? But... I guess I needed "a break from caring." I know that might sound kind of bad, but hey. That's how I feel. Can I take a vacation from being everyone else's mother for a moment? I think I might. And as far as Robert (bobby), I'm going to no longer call him by Bobby very soon 'cause people are getting really confused. I've always called him Bobby but his REAL NAME is Robert. But ne way... ROBERT, um, is getting on my nerves. Question. When someone says they're going to do something, you expect them to do it, right? Right! That's what I thought. Well, this mofo has a problem with calling people back when he says he is. Like last night, I called him just to see what was up. We were on the phone for a hot minute and then he said he was going to go get something to eat and he'd call when he got back. So..... QuEsTiOn. He called when he got back, right? WRONG! Nope. Sure didn't. So about 20 minutes ago he sent me a txt message and here are the exact words. "Hey baby sorry bout last night i was a log last night after i ate". You know, if this was the first or second time, I probably wouldn't have responded the way i did. (which i will get to very soon). But it happens all the time. I'm not even pissed but I get kinda down when he doesn't call me back when he says he will. But ne way, this is how I responded: "F U". You know i had to use CAPs on that mug. I just wanted to make him sweat, but i made it a lot worse after his next text, in which he says, "What? Im sorry u can ask my roommate he said i was sawsing wood. Dont b mad. U still luv me right?" And of course I have to be hard on him:"WHAT THE FUCK DOES SAWING WOOD MEAN?" He responds, "snoring really loud and hard as he said." That last one was about 10 minutes ago, but I still haven't responded. At first I thought that I would answer right away, but then I thought about it. I wait all the time for him when I expect him to do something. He can do the same for me. lol. I'm so bad, But I should make him sweat every once in a while you know? I wouldn't have to do it if BOYS WEREN'T SO STUPID!!! God!