Wednesday

It is..... Wednesday. i tried 2 write in herr yesterday but i got kicked off, disconnected, whatever u wanna call it. okay. so... i'm working tonight on new years eve and i'm perfectly fine with that. idk if i'm gonna go ne where. stacy said her parents are letting her have people over 2nite. idk if i REALLY want to or not. i kinda just want to play video games and sleep. sounds good 2 me. i mean, i know it's a new year, but i don't know if i'm missing ne thing. I'm just tryin' 2 clear my mind for this year. I got some more college mail. Just went ahead and threw it in the trash. Webster is like #1 right now. no one else is really keeping my interest as much as well as continueing to send me more stuff even after i got accepted. so.... i don't know man. o yeah. bout graham. we're okay. he's backing off. but to the extreme. he wants to go bak in his shell and i know i'm to blame. i didn't want 2 take wat he said and how he feels 'bout me seriously because i was scared to tell him how i felt. which is.... i don't think so.butwhen i feel like i might hurt someone i just won't say ne thing about it. or do ne thing about it. i wish i handled it a different way. but i didn't. idk what's gonna happen in the next couple weeks. wanted to know if i wanted to come over tonight for new years. idk. we'll see. even though i usually just stay @ home with my family and do nothing. this year just MIGHT be different. I don't know, though. Well, i'm going to work 2nite and i hope i'm not stuck doing extras in the bak the whole night. i'd rather take turns or just answer phones. yeah right. i know i'm gonna be cookin'. it's all good though. i'm gettin' paid. i already have 22 hrs. Then i'm workin' tomorrow night, too. And saturday day and sunday day. i'm all set. ne way, i'm gonna go take a nap b4 work. HOLLA!