Suck My Kiss

"Everybody knows that you are a very strong-headed woman. You have always had a very active disposition. You have the natural ability to surmount all obstacles and to drain all the energies. It seems that today, Shara, your forces could well be reinforced by some people you will meet or by your entourage." This was my horoscope for today. What a fucking coincidence. Gah! i wish it could've told me this like a day before, ya know? as soon as i read it, i'm just like, "got damnit"! Ah well. I finally had some time to myself last night to sit down and just chill. I don't know what's wrong with me, but my brain is just on overdrive. As much as I want to not obsess over things, I do it anyway. Shit. It is seriously driving me crazy. But what else can I say? All I can do is work through it and leave the rest in the breeze. It's time for that apartment search and I must say, I'm hella excited. I won't settle for less. It's going to be my dwelling. the place where i lay my head. If it's not as good as I want it, I wont take it just because the price is affordable. For a split second, I found myself settling for less. It's time to screw my head on tight again. Let's not let that happen, Shara. Moving on to a brighter note.... The whole practicing celibacy thing is going pretty well. Why? I don't know. But it is. Even when i'm around that certain someone, nothing pops into my mind other than that I just want to be around them. I'm not in love, but the relationships that I have gained in the past few months are more meaningful than I expected them too. That's the Sweetness. Well, I'm not gonna make this a long-ass rant like last time, so yeaaa..