Case in Point

Holy snikeys!!! I haven't written since October??? (yeah, i know that was only a number of days ago, but DANG!!!) Not much new has been going on since the last I wrote, i guess. I'm really trying to focus in school and end the semester on a good note. The only problem with that is that two of my teachers dont see eye-to-eye with me. Why is it that some people think they're always wrong? like they can't make mistakes? It's ridiculous. If i'm in the wrong, I have no problems admitting that. And these are grown individuals i'm talking about here. Why can't they admit that there may be a greater answer than wat they have come up with? I guess it's just not humanly possible, huh? Ah well. I registered for classes yesterday and my dumbass is taking 18 hours... AGAIN!!!! I talked to my advisor for a hot minute and we're going to see what I can do to graduate on time with two majors. It's going to be really difficult, and maybe even impossible. Hmmm... After this semester, I only have 2 more classes left for my Japanese minor and maybe 3 or so for my Spanish major. The problem is my media communications major. I have so many core classes i need to take for it, I might be in school an extra semester or YEAR!! Ms. Underwood does not want that. No sir!!! Hmmm.... I think it's enough that I have a major and a minor... hmmm... maybe if i double MINOR and just keep one MAJOR??? shit. Idk. Just a thought, i guess. omg, guess wat? I gave celibacy a really, REALLY serious thought and I'm sticking with it. It's been FOREVER already, but it looks like there's no turning back to me. There's nothing to distract me, nothing to get in the way. I'm finally at peace with the decision i've made. U know something that a friend of mine pointed out to me? I'm buddhist. No sex. No meat. No violence (unless NECESSARY). One w/ the world. All of that. I'm definitely a wordly person and i've realized just how open-minded i am, as well. The weekend b4 Halloween, I went to 2 gay clubs and had a great time. Was i worried about anything or ne one? No. Wat for? If sum1 were to hit on me, I would take it as a compliment. I realized that some of my friends get really worried about coming off as sounding "gay" or acting "gay" in one way or another... i had to stop 'n think. How fucking stupid is that? And if u did come off that way somehow? who cares? u talk how u talk. u walk how u walk. u look how u look. And all those things make u beautiful and who u are. That has just been on my mind as of late. What triggered that thought was the fact that one of my friends sent me an email in response to one i sent to her. She said that i looked really sexy and one of my pictures. And right afterwards, well... she felt she had to clarify that she's "straight, ok? strictly dickly". No need 2 remind me wat u are, people. u are wat u are, which are my friends. Period. Let's not worry about minute shit that will mean absolutely nothing if u really care about them and the relationship u have with them. Let's not worry about someone's race.....or religion......or facial features... or any of that meaningless shit. Let's focus on the person that is behind all of those attributes. Be mindful of each other.