A Couple Weeks Left

I can't believe I have a little less than a month before I leave my new home, Thailand. I can't believe I'm leaving so much behind, friends, "family", those I literally love, and even the little things I hate. I'm going to miss it all: from the elevator feeling like it's gonna fall apart any minute now, to the ridiculously huge and poisonous bugs you'll find everywhere, to the busses not coming on time, and everything in between. I'm going to miss those annoying things, I swear.. I'm going to miss riding motorbikes into town, crashing motorbikes out of town, eating on the streets, going to the night markets, meeting random people and befriending them,going down any random street and knowing someone on that street. I don't know what to do with myself, I swear I don't. It's getting harder and harder everything, along with the fact that one of my best friends here is leaving in less than a WEEK. ONE WEEK. I don't know how i'm going to hold up. I've never been in a situation like this where I've made friends and suddenly have to leave them for only God knows how long. Shit. ONe last hurray is what we have time for now. Before you know it, finals will be here and we won't have time to just chill out with each other. Now that, I AM prepared for. But everything else, I don't even know what to say. Still gotta give some people girlscout cookies my mom sent, along with some other "treats". I have a feeling we're going to do some heavy partying tonight( it's just a hunch), but we'll see. Damn, i've got class tomorrow. Aw well, I'll make it. U only live once, rite?