Well, after an exciting 1/2 hour of trying to sneak bobby in, we were home free after that. We were up talking about several things 'til about 2 or 3 in the morning. I definitely paid for it the next morning. But it was worth it. I started talking about my sister and how much I'm afraid it's gonna hurt for me to see her go. Oh WAIT!! Did I tell you what happened? My sister got a new job in Chicago and she's going to be leaving in like a week or two. Isn't that crazy? I can't believe this. (She's never left St. Louis for any job she's ever had, nor any school she's ever attended) Yeah. So I'm used to being able to see and/or talk to her at my leisure. WEll, things are going to be different for a while. N E WAY... Back to the story of last night. After I started talking about her, I just started crying. I guess the thought of her not being able to be there for me really scared me. I don't know what I'm going to do.... or handle this. This will force me to enter unchartered territory for me. I guess times change, huh? Mmmmm.. Change. She's been there for every moment. We're so close, and we dont' even talk like we used to when we both used to live in the house. It's so weird. I don't know. There must be something else there other than the simple fact that we are sisters and the same blood runs through our veins. However, I have yet to figure it out. AH well. I guess that's not the point. She's my sis. That's all that I need to know.
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this night well.........let's just say it was kinda fun as well as a bit scary. b/c I had to climb up a frozen fire escape, that was locked and I was risking several things, one getting caught, falling off b/c heights aren't something I really enjoy, but for you it was worth it....
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