A New Experience

Okay. yeah, mad as hell. Was gonna go back to Club Candela's 2nite, however this guy i met on my floor (call 'im "Dee") said that there was a 2 hour freakin' wait! I was like, "holy f*ck!. Forget it, then!" Man, I really wanted to go and dance and get some numbers or somethin'. But.... ah well. Maybe this means i didn't need to go 2nite. Omg, but last night was an interesting experience. r'member Bobby? (B-Hall?) Well, I went and visited him last night out there at Lindenwood University. And um.... yeah. idk wat to say. well, when i first got there we were basically playing around. Punching each other and stuff.. Then, i sat on this bed in his roommate's room and that's where it got interesting. First he started by massaging my feet, but watever. Right then and there i froze like a popsickle. like, "o shyt". Then i was just like, "uh no." He goes, "why?" And that's when i go, "well, we're not even going together or ne thing!" and i left it at that. but... um... it had to be one of the wierdest experiences. I'm just glad that he didn't try to do ne thing after i said stop. However, 2day, he hasn't called or ne thing and we usually talk every single day and he'll usually send at least 3 txt messages. I'm guessing he's not interested in me ne more after last night. Unfortunately, I really like him as a friend, if nothing else, u know? He hasn't called me in two days. I've been bummed out for the last 24 hours from right now, which is 11:11 pm. oh damn! 11:11. Make a wish. ne way. i'm gonna go to this pajama party down the hall and it will hopefully liven up my spirits or somethin. Cause now I'm anxious.
PEACE!