omg. it's almost been 2 months. i've been so busy. i had 3 c's for the end of 3rd quarter. i haven't been doing crap in school. now it's 4th quarter and i really have to keep it up now. next thing on the agenda is to take the constitution test. haven't taken it yet, but i need it to graduate. doesn't that suck? i mean, REALLY SUCK? like who cares about the constitution. i care about issues going on.... A LOT, but not the constitution! damn. Prom was yesterday. it wasn't as fun as i thought it was going to be. i was kinda pissed off, too. 1) didn't have a date 2) too big of a loser to get one 3) went with a friend of mine that was getting on my nerves. Number 3 was the worst. so.... i went with my friend shannon and i thought i was going to shoot myself, or maybe shoot her. I didn't ask ne one to prom because i didn't want her to not go if she didn't have a date. so i decided not to ask someone until she gave me her decision on whether or not she was going to go. She waited til 3 days b4 i needed to get my ticket to say that she wanted to go. so finally we get everything together and we're off to prom @ 6:45 pm.We make it there around 7:00 o'clock. 10 minutes after being there, she already began to say, " I'm ready to go..... NOW." I'm thinking to myself WTF. so i just kinda ignore her. However, i couldn't quite tune it out, considering the fact that she was following me around almost the whole night. What the hell is going on!?? Why doesn't she just go talk to other people instead of talking ABOUT other people? 9 o'clock she says that we're leaving after coronation. By this time i'm so fed up with her following me around everywhere i say, "fine...." we get in the car and head towards her house. the first few minutes i didn't say a word to her. and guess what she had the nerve to ask me.... "Shara, are you......mad at me or something?" I simply said, "yeah? and explained how pissed off i was. after that, she was really surprised by my response for some reason. i really wasn't mad at her, but she really pissed me off for a short time. But i don't hold grudges anyway. She was a real party pooper, man. But then we went to AFTER PROM with my friends Ciara and Whitney. I even won a few things. my best prize was the poker chips. HELL Yea-uh. i'm gonna play poker even more than before. when we actually got to after prom she stopped following me and detached herself from my f-ing side, thank god. but i still couldn't wait 'til i got home. Every once in a while i really wish i had taken a date, considering it was my one and only prom that I went to. But i put my friends first again. I feel better doing it, now that I look back, even though I screwed myself over. ah well. i still made the best of the night, even though it could've been a lot better. well, i got most of that out of my system so i'm good. sorry this is so long. u still love me, right? I'm gonna go try and rest up.
