Sunday, January 26, 2003

Didn't watch a movie last night. I was playing my old Sega Genesis and by the time I looked at the clock, it was like 3 o'clock this morning. ah well. Next week is Peppers!!!!!!! Woo HOO!!! It's just like the Sadey Hawkins dance where the girls ask the guys. Best part about it: I HAVE A DATE. sweeeeeeeeet!!! Thing is, he doesn't even go to the same school as me anymore, yet all the girls are still in love with him,ya know? IDK. But most of them a pretty drove anyway. Instead of a date, I'd rather have a boyfriend, but i guess this'll do for now. I think I'm gonna search for someone who is really intelligent, instead of someone who just has looks and no brain, someone whose a smart ass like me, someone who likes video games (if they don't, we'd definitely have a problem) and someone that I could just confide in. After jordan died 2 yrs ago, i haven't really had anyone that i could talk to like that. Someone who could just listen to my problems. Cause the thing about that is, I'm always listening to someone else's problems, ya know? People complain and confide in me all the time. But wat about me?!! Sometimes I wish i didn't live here. I wished i lived somewhere in another country like Japan. Away from everyone and everything I know. It's so lonely sometimes in the Clayton School District. So many people are.... well.... artificial, BIOTCHES, stuck up,and a whole lot of other stuff and the sad thing is they don't know it. Well, at least i can complain here.

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